May 6, 2020 - Feelings for Friends

I had multiple dreams last night, where I could only remember fragments of it:

• I was trying to escape. 
• With Ryan trying to rebuild a wall 
• Finding a girl who is lost 

I was a man with 3 of my other guy friends. We were sitting in rows of 2 watching movies. I had feelings for the guy next to me, but he was clearly a straight male. I would imagine us being the main characters of the movie, in which they had a romantic affiliation. Both of us would shape shift where I was the girl and he was the boy. I was the girl and he was the bee, in the bee movie. I would stare longingly into his eyes, know that it could never be.