June 27, 2020 - meeting Dilan in Vietnam

Bridge: falling off the bridge


I was in Vietnam and I went to a restaurant with daddy and me Jessica to eat ca nuong. After we finished eating, we went out to walk and went into this store. I saw a couch and immediately sat there. My dad sits in the middle of the couch and this guy sits on the other side of my dad. He is this Korean looking boy and he introduces himself as Dilan. We shake hands and we start talking. It’s funny because we were having a whole conversation with my dad in the middle of the couch. He was really cute and we talked about what we were doing in Vietnam, when we got there, and what we were doing back at the states. I was really vibing with him.

June 26, 2020 - work trip

I was in a different country performing some type of services there. On the calendar, it showed what day I was going to fly back home. I had met a bit there and we were cuddling. He was actually from my hometown and was flying back home first, but he said that he would wait for me until I came back and we could be a couple. He went back home and I had a couple of days of work left to do. HOWEVER my work place bamboozled me. They were trying to keep us captive and extended all of our work trips. They exited all of our going home dates.

I was being dragged by a tiger and someone fought him out and saved me.

June 23, 2020 - Radical Conservative Nuns

I was living in my orlando home, going to high school and living with my grandmas. There was a movement going on and I was scared. I could here the gun shots and screams outside. They were close, too close. I looked outside the window of the living room space, hiding behind the couch. There were nuns and women with guns, walking amongst the hills. A black woman with wife popped out eyes, stops in front of the window and stares straight at the couch, where I was hiding. She spots me and signals that I am next. I am petrified, in which my body can’t move and fear jolts throughout my body. I crawl into my room, keeping low to make sure they don’t see me. Even in the confines of my own room, I am scared. I could still hear the screams and gun shots outside. I peak through my window curtain to see what’s happening outside and the same black woman is staring right back at me. I close the curtain, and jolt backwards. I’m so scared and I don’t want to be taken away.

There was a movement going on where the nuns and the conservative women of the world were rampaging and killing all feminists. For the ones that were younger, like myself, they were kidnapped, forced into camp, and re-educated to become sex objects to men of high power. This was the reverse feminist movement, where they were trying to set us back in time.

I went to pee in my bathroom and a young 14 year old black girl stares at me while I sit on the toilet. She runs off and I immediately close and lock my shower window. She comes back and somehow unlocks my window, sticking her head in. She is looking for my pee and I give it to her. After she retrieves if, she runs off again. A white nun pokes her head through my window and falls into my bathroom. I threaten her with a solidified version of my pee, but she is unfazed. I am so scarred because I know she is one of the leaders of this heinous movement. She opens my robes and stares at my bare body, analyzing every aspect of it. I am frozen with fear. She brushes her hand against my stomach and roughly sticks her fingers up my vagina. It hurts so bad and I finch with pain. She pulls out her fingers and licks my vaginal discharge, saying “good”.

June 14, 2020 - Frozen

I am on stage, performing as a hard core Elsa in the play Frozen.

June 13, 2020 - camouflaged zombies

I’m in the hot tub with 4 people. There’s this guy named Jimmy who is melting and turning a grayish color. He turns into this creature and starts attacking everyone. I immediately hop out of the tub and run for my life. Behind me, I see jimmy multiply and as he attacks people, they start turning into him.

I’m absolutely scared and I pretend to be one of them. Acting lifeless and emotionless, I walk towards the cafeteria and realize that there are a lot of people pretending like me. But who’s fake? Who’s real? I can’t take any risk and I just take a seat, never breaking character. The whole lunch seat rises and I’m officially in the air, not knowing what to do with myself.

June 12 2020 - Teleportation to London

I wanted to masterbate  but my room didn’t have a lock and I was living with my parents. I called a professional to ask if it was normal to be feeling this way she said yes. So I found a guy and created a  secret room. We were getting it on and then I realized I didn’t have any condoms. I have to stop us and we ended up cuddling and watching movies.

There’s this school allows teleportation and I am apart of this school. This girl and I teleport to London and have tea. We look around and see a girl join Jackie Deo’s table. Jackie is completely soaked by rain and she asks me if she could just come over to make house and shower there. I said yeah. Later the teacher says it’s time to go home. He gathers the class and we all teleport back to school.

June 11, 2020 - dating miguel

I just started dating my boyfriend Miguel (tall, tan, longish hair).

June 10, 2020 - Sabotaged Realistic Minecraft

I was playing piano in my Orlando home and Alfeil called me, asking if I knew a Natalie Arrang. I had no idea who she was, but I asked for her description so I could search for her online. He told me she was a heath sciences major that graduated in 2017. We didn’t end up finding her, but we got side tracked to a different convo. I ended up finding an agricultural site with a life camera online. I started building a house (like a realistic version of Minecraft). I completed the house and then this older guy(tall, skinny, white, beer belly, hillbilly, late 40s) came in my camera view. He looked between me and the house and he started going ape shit. He started rampaging on the house I just made and destroyed it and burned it to the ground. After he was done, he dragged a metal piece and left the camera view.

June 8, 2020 - The Attack / The Proposal

Dream 1:

The scene starts out with my boyfriend (tall, Asian with an e boy haircut, wearing all black while holding a suit behind his shoulders) in the middle of out school, alone. One of the guys come up to him and threaten him for some reason and he takes it in with a neutral face. Afterwards, I come up to my boyfriend and I hug him from behind. Immediately, I could feel the tension released from his body. He turns around and hugs me back, I’m immediately hit with warmth and love. I am so in love with him right now and we are at the lovey dovey state. We walk over to our lockers, with his arm over my shoulders. We just talk and laugh about something.

Later on that day, I am at home and my guy friend comes over. I’m surprised and I greet him. We sit outside and talk over the bonfire. My boyfriend abruptly drives into the the parking lot next to us. He stumbles out of the car and I see that he’s beat up. His face is completely bruised and bloody and he has a few broken ribs. I’m immediately worried and I rush over to him to make sure he’s okay. I angrily ask: who ordered this??? Who did this??? He slowly points to my guy friend sitting by the bon fire. I am hit with betrayal and I stomp over to my guy friend and throw the first punch. He grabs my head and bangs it against the car. I pounce on top of him and punch his face over and over again until I know he can’t hit me back. With him laying on the ground, I bring my boyfriend into my house. This time, his arms are over my shoulders because he needs my support. He lays down and takes off his shirt. This is when I start to realize how hurt he really is. I start cleaning and patching up his wounds and tears start streaming down my face. He stops me. He holds my face and looks into my eyes and tells me that he’s okay and he kisses me. I am overwhelmed with emotions and I start kissing all over his face, neck, chest, and stomach. I hug him, never wanting to let go. He strokes my head and tells me everything is going to be okay.

Apparently, he was on his way to his car and he got jumped by my guy friends henchman. He was surrounded and beat with a bat. My guy friend had always been envious of me and him and took matters to his own hand.

After all of this, I was going to go to the police and tell them what happened. I was scared that my guy friend would turn the story around and say that I attacked him first. I was also afraid that he would attack us again.

Dream 2:

I was on FaceTime with Alyssa and she tells me that Patrick and Wilma are planning on proposing to each other. And I’m confused, who the heck is Patrick and Wilma??? Turns out, Alyssa was using code names with me. Patrick and Wilma were Jeremy and Ally. After she said that, I finally understooodddddd. Lol I was thinking that she was talking about Wilma from Marston library and was like: when did Alyssa ever befriend WILMA and why????

Anyways, she tells me that Patrick is planning on proposing to Wilma in June!!!! I was so excited and high key screaming in my mind. I ask her all the deets and Alyssa tells me to quiet down because Ally was on the house somewhere and she was afraid that she would hear.

June 7, 2020 - The Goodbye

I am at mommy’s house in Cali and I rush over to ba ngoai’s house. Di Truyen, Ryan, and I start to put titles on the floor and we do hard work.

I living in house full of girls and I need to take a shower and get out. There are at least 10 girls in the bathroom getting ready for the morning. I turn on the shower and take off my clothes. I realize I don’t have a towel and I rush over to the closet to grab a towel. There is a boy standing in front of the closet and we stare at each other eye to eye. I am still butt naked and I break the glaze and move him aside as I grab a towel.

I am the oldest of 2 sisters. I find out that I’m am going to die soon and I am afraid to tell my friends and family. I start to do my last things where I go to the movies with my friends, we all act like we’re kids again, and we trash the house. The parents come out and see a mess of a house. I take the blame for it and talk to the parents. I am 24 years old and I have an 18 year old girlfriend. I tell her what’s going to happen and I say my last goodbyes. We just hug and cuddle on her bed until it’s time for me to go. I start packing my stuff and I go to the airport with my sisters. There’s a gorilla person in my luggage, making it overweight. Security takes my bag and checks it. While that is happening, I start crying with my sisters. An announcement goes over the airport commemorating both of my sisters, saying how kind and wonderful they are and how much I’ll miss them. At last, I must leave and I say my goodbyes and go through the security line again. My bag is still overweight.

June 6, 2020 - Labeling

I was ordered by Ryan to label all the seats in the theater because there's a big graduation commencement going on. I start labeling the seats and I pass by Lia Fiore and Mabel Conner. They stopped me and started talking to be. Mabel held my hands and looked into my eyes. I got uncomfortable and let go and continued labeling the seats.

June 4, 2020 - Drinking water

I am interviewing an employee at target and she is advertising drinking water.

June 3, 2020 - Random dreams of restaurants and work

I was organizing food and putting it in a box to deliver to a customer. The customer wanted 4 boxes, but I didn't realize that and only provided her one.

I'm at home and we're doing a family dinner, imitating a restaurant. Katherine pulls out a menu and I ask her where the heck she got the menu. She said she got it from one of the old boxes. On the cover of the menu there were pictures of my dad, chu ut, mo 5, cau 4, di 3, and Francesca. All the pictures are in black and white and everyone's wearing old timey clothes. We comment and laugh saying that Francesca somehow makes it in everything.

I am carrying Francesca down the street, into the family restaurant. Once I get inside, I realize I need to finish up homework. I go into Brandon's room to get a deck of cards and uno cards to entertain Francesca and Trista while I do my homework.

June 2, 2020 - Hamburgers

I was with Anh Thaun and my dad. Anh thuan made me a hamburger and salad and we ate it together.  I opened the ranch packet and it was yellow instead of white.

June 1, 2020 - Christian Grey

It’s Halloween time and I am at home. I’m eating cheese in the kitchen while talking to this guy named Christian, who is a tall, broad white guy with his hair gelled up. He asks me if I want to go to a Halloween event with me and I say I was planning on going with my friends, but he could join our group. He says that as long as he’s with me he’ll be fine. I’m all excited right now and run upstairs, trying to figure out a Halloween costume. I excitedly run back downstairs, nearly tripping and ask him what he’s going to be for Halloween. Lmao he says Christian Grey from 50 shades of Grey. He offers to show me his room, so I could borrow his clothes for a matching outfit. I accept and go into his room. His room is beautiful. It looks like a royal room with a lot of open space. My mom and grandma are laying on the bed rooting for us to be together. I go out to his patio, which extends to a bridge, overlooking a beautiful lake. I am in absolute awe as I look around me. I start excitedly jumping up and down, asking if he goes out here a lot to enjoy the view. Before he answers, I fall into the lake. The bridge is actually really flimsy and sinks down into the water as I try to get back up. I grab his hand and try to get up. He brings me up and holds me tight in his arms as the bridge swings back and forth.